“Just when you think that everything is sorted & stable, Life Happens. Again!”
I planned to write a Blog on my visit to Lodhi Gardens today. But since yesterday I have been so damn confused and rattled, that when I sat today to write that blog in a happy tone I was just not able to. I understood today how a writer’s mood and emotions reflect in his writings. And so I decided to write about what I was actually feeling in every atom of my body, Confusion!!
From quitting my job to working actively on my Blog to planning to start a YouTube Channel to receiving an amazing offer from a great Company and to maybe moving to Bangalore soon. Last two weeks have been so full of changes, surprises, twists & turns, raging emotions of all sorts and confusions. Life never lets you settle or at least it never lets me settle! The moment I start thinking that everything is sorted and plan for the next few months is simple and clear, there comes life. Staring at me with a cunning smile and ready to throw a perfect yorker at my pitch.
For those of you who don’t know, I am currently living in Hyderabad and I have been here for past 8 years approximately. I love everything about Hyderabad. The food, the weather (except for about 3 months when it gets unbearably hot), the people, the laidback lifestyle of this city, to each his own attitude of people, you name it. So if at all I move to Bangalore its gonna be a huge and a very difficult change for me. New city, new people, new lifestyle, house hunting and finding a place that I would love to come home to, setting everything up all over again, Phew!
I have realized I don’t like change. It’s not natural to me. And moving to a new city is happening to me after 8 good years, so I am just not sure how to react to this change yet. I am still maybe somewhere deep down hoping that I won’t have to go, that something miraculous will happen in another 10-15 days and I will get to stay here, in my beloved Hyderabad. And it’s not that there aren’t any perks to Bangalore. My BFF has recently moved to Bangalore, so that’s a big plus. I have a few friends there too, the weather there is supposed to be pretty good all year round, there are many beautiful weekend travel destinations around. But still, I am not able to convince my head and heart to wrap up my 8 years of life and move.
I wish I was one of those people who accommodate changes easily. It would have been more fun and less stress then. But since I am not, I am going to keep my fingers crossed and hope for life to throw another ball that’s easier on me. And until then maybe I should read on something that helps me cope with this change easily. Let me know if you have any ideas. See you soon and hopefully with a peppier post next time!