Life, Change, Confusions & Me!

“Just when you think that everything is sorted & stable, Life Happens. Again!”

I planned to write a Blog on my visit to Lodhi Gardens today. But since yesterday I have been so damn confused and rattled, that when I sat today to write that blog in a happy tone I was just not able to. I understood today how a writer’s mood and emotions reflect in his writings. And so I decided to write about what I was actually feeling in every atom of my body, Confusion!!

From quitting my job to working actively on my Blog to planning to start a YouTube Channel to receiving an amazing offer from a great Company and to maybe moving to Bangalore soon. Last two weeks have been so full of changes, surprises, twists & turns, raging emotions of all sorts and confusions. Life never lets you settle or at least it never lets me settle! The moment I start thinking that everything is sorted and plan for the next few months is simple and clear, there comes life. Staring at me with a cunning smile and ready to throw a perfect yorker at my pitch.

For those of you who don’t know, I am currently living in Hyderabad and I have been here for past 8 years approximately. I love everything about Hyderabad. The food, the weather (except for about 3 months when it gets unbearably hot), the people, the laidback lifestyle of this city, to each his own attitude of people, you name it. So if at all I move to Bangalore its gonna be a huge and a very difficult change for me. New city, new people, new lifestyle, house hunting and finding a place that I would love to come home to, setting everything up all over again, Phew! 

I have realized I don’t like change. It’s not natural to me. And moving to a new city is happening to me after 8 good years, so I am just not sure how to react to this change yet. I am still maybe somewhere deep down hoping that I won’t have to go, that something miraculous will happen in another 10-15 days and I will get to stay here, in my beloved Hyderabad. And it’s not that there aren’t any perks to Bangalore. My BFF has recently moved to Bangalore, so that’s a big plus. I have a few friends there too, the weather there is supposed to be pretty good all year round, there are many beautiful weekend travel destinations around. But still, I am not able to convince my head and heart to wrap up my 8 years of life and move.

I wish I was one of those people who accommodate changes easily. It would have been more fun and less stress then. But since I am not, I am going to keep my fingers crossed and hope for life to throw another ball that’s easier on me. And until then maybe I should read on something that helps me cope with this change easily. Let me know if you have any ideas. See you soon and hopefully with a peppier post next time!

XOXO!!
SoulStrokes…

 

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SoulStrokes

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7 thoughts on “Life, Change, Confusions & Me!

  1. Change is definitely hard to swallow but somehow i think thats the only thing constant in life, I could relate to your post since i even recently changed my job & had lot of inhibitions but things are not that bad as i was thinking before even starting it. All the best for the new beginnings 🙂

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  2. Oh that’s absolutely correct, you will get to see some of the very royally ornate buildings & a fort that carries the legacy of Nawabs! I am pretty sure that you will love it here as much as I do.
    The food here is pretty spicy so you will have to be careful about that if you are not into spicy food.

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  3. Good luck to you on your next step.
    Coincidentally, I see you are from Hyderabad, which is on my list of cities to visit if I come to India. I think it’s a city with a lot of history and grand buildings, is that right?

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